I feel rushed. That makes life really stressful. There isn’t anything immediate that needs to be done but it’s the feeling of what’s to come that is really stressful. That stress turns to lazy and shutting off from everything. Advertisements
A while back I had an epiphany: I can do it. I can buy all the chocolate and candy and chips I want. I can do it today, I can do it tomorrow and I could do it forever. I’m an adult now. As a kid, I ate a lot of junk food. I ate … Continue reading
*peers over my laptop* I’m still here. Okay, for some reason I like to torture myself and NOT complete stuff I need for the next day until like 11 pm and instead, I work on things that are due several days later. Why? Why do I do this to myself?
You know what’s messed up? Feeling like shit and not knowing why. What’s worse? Realizing why you feel like shit and then realizing it was better not knowing. Dramatic eh?